4/50

Today's intake

B- branflakes 100
L- 2 egg whites with little bit of oil- 50
S- tangerine- 50
D- veggies in a bit of rice- 200
= 400
plus 5 crisps and 5 sweets
Burn= 600cals

I can not believe that I gave In to craps and sweets! Ewww I'm weak I NEED CONTROL!!
I was so pissed off!!
P.s branflakes are my new few breakfast :D

Weigh-in

I'm now down to 114ld, losig a pound a day :)
By day 14 I'll be 100ld my second goal, then hopefully I'll be 90 at the end of the diet! I promised myself to try and not lose more after that.

3/50 abc

Intake

B- branflakes 100
L- cabbage soup 80
D- soup 20
S- fruits- 70

=270
I made the greatest soup ever! It was very low calorie (1 bowl was 20cals):)
I'm really happy with yesterday and im losing 1ld a day!!

Weigh-in

This morning I was 115ld, Iv lost 2nd in 2 day. Wish I was happy about it but I'm not, im still a fat 115! I wanna be back to 106 again :'(

2/50

Intake

B- lemon tea with sweaters- 5
L- 3 tangerines- 150
S- tomato soup with toast- 100
D- veggies soup with a piece of bread- 200
S- 2 sweeties 40?

= 495 calories
shit day! Hated it, hate myself. I always fuck everything up!!

1/50

my first day on the abc went well, but i was so hungry throughout the day

intake
b- oats porridge- 100
L-special k mini breaks-100
S- soup- 50
D-pasta-200
=450
not too happy with that number, I could have eaten less if the stupid hunger would have gone way.

thinspo

scared to mess up

I'm really scared to mess up right now, iv had 250 calories and I AM STARVING i'm so hungry and craving everything (especially bread). I need to stay strong! few more hours to go...

time for thinspiration!

Day 1/50 Abc diet

I'm starting the ABC diet today! And hopefully I'll be able to Finish it once and for all. Anyways I weighed myself this morning and my current weight is now 117.2 Iv gained so much weight!! But by the end of this diet I'm hoping to be 100ld.

Wish me luck (im gonna need it)

Cant sleep...

It's now 1:37am and I'm still up trying to fall asleep! The reasons that I can't sleep are; A, because I can't stop thinking about how I let myself become so fat!my lowest weight was 103ld 2 months ago but now it seems like I might be more that 120ld!
B, I can't stop thinking that I might fail this again and carry on gaining weight and before I know it, I became those lazy obsess girls who sit on there asses the whole day and stuff there faces with pie.

AHHHHH!! I'm just soo scared of weighing and finding out that I fucked everything up again...like I always.
ANA WILL GUIDE ME TO THIN!!"

my first post

This is my fresh start again. my weight is now at its highest since the start of last year and its now time to do about it. I hope this blog will help me achieve this. my states right now are unknown but by tomorrow I will post them and it will mark my fresh start.