It's now 1:37am and I'm still up trying to fall asleep! The reasons that I can't sleep are; A, because I can't stop thinking about how I let myself become so fat!my lowest weight was 103ld 2 months ago but now it seems like I might be more that 120ld!
B, I can't stop thinking that I might fail this again and carry on gaining weight and before I know it, I became those lazy obsess girls who sit on there asses the whole day and stuff there faces with pie.
AHHHHH!! I'm just soo scared of weighing and finding out that I fucked everything up again...like I always.
ANA WILL GUIDE ME TO THIN!!"
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